what is important to you

i knew this long time ago.. just that i do not want to accept it, trying hard to find excuses for you.. until one day, i realized that this is the truth, and i can't blind myself anymore..

I'm not sure you realize this or not, in your life, the first priority is your career. Anything related to your work, you going to ignore the others like your family and me, this is tested and proven.. i can't comment much on this as it is normal for men to concentrate on their career..

second thing is yourself.. you love playing computer games, read those soccer news whenever you're free... you prefer spending all your time with your computer compare to me.. so sad to say that.. I learn to accept the truth..

After yourself, family and friend are the next thing.. i don't want to judge on this.. you know how you treat them compare to me..

Where am I? I'm the least priority. everything come first, me last.. When I date you for lunch, you say you going out with your colleague, thinking of going for a movie with you, you say that movie not nice / you're tired after work.. so i make up my mind, not to ask you out for lunch during weekday lunch time, not to ask you for a movie after work.. sit and wait for one day you notice I'm still here but grow older.. waiting for the hopeless hope to come true...